Showee

Well, I got the wedding website thing figured out. Although I had to lower myself to having an all-flash website, it was just too easy to pass up. Whatever, it's only three months so I can just grit my teeth and bear it for that long.

I'm really relieved it's finally up and working so we can officially put it on our RSVP cards in our invitations and be done with it. Whew.

I should really be working on my homework right now, but I got going on that website and now I'm just sleepy since I'm super sick. Looks like it will be another late night for me as I work on capstone stuff.

BUT!

I realized today that my senior presentation is ONE DAY before it is exactly one month until the wedding. This was such a relief, because I keep thinking that I will be in school right up until the wedding but thank goodness I won't be! I will have a whole month to decompress after graduation and just work and plan. I don't have that much left to do, but just having anything makes me anxious. I realize that's stupid, but it's true.

And I had another wedding nightmare. That makes three and all three have been horrible. I woke up in a panic and really honestly thought it had actually happened for a minute and was a little embarrassed when I realized that it was just another wedding nightmare. I don't know what brings them on, but I HATE them. So much. It makes me not want to sleep.

Okay, well that's all the update I have for now. The bridesmaids have started picking up their dresses and they are BEAUTIFUL. I can't wait to see them next to my dress... Oh my gosh our first shower is in TWO WEEKS! Bah! And the apartment is all painted and fabulous, I took some pictures I'll have to post them soon.

Anyway, that is all. Pray I start feeling better soon, yucky.

Love,
Jill <3